September 11 – Twenty Five Years

Today is a beautiful September day. Brilliant sunlight in a cool, blue-sky morning. Just like the morning of September 11 2001, when the world changed.

This year seemed harder. The twenty-fifth anniversary seems arbitrary but my feeds were filled with archived news reports, family stories, survivor stories, news just released about what many knew immediately: that air, that dust was bad for you.

So maybe it was the tiny blip of reminders, refreshing what lies under the surface. Maybe it was the awareness of just how much of what we’re dealing with today stems from that moment. Maybe it was the blatant lies spouted by the current resident of the white house that made it harder.

We still gather to remember, still remember in the little moments of the day. How today is like that day that was so different from other days. A day we remember in fine detail: where we were, what we were doing, who we were with, what we had planned, what happened to those plans.

We remember the day and the people we knew and those we didn’t, who died due to hate and anger.

It’s 25 years later and we don’t have that before life of never imagining such a thing could happen. We can only work towards a world that won’t do it again. We can only remember their names.

There’s more that we could never imagine happening going on, and this year’s September 11 remembrances may seem to be fading in a world that seems more and more violent and dystopic. But violence is never the answer. We must remain committed to our belief that freedom can be held by many, even though they don’t always agree on everything. We can agree enough. And we can agree and disagree peacefully.

As I do every year, I pause to remember the day, the two I knew, the thousands I didn’t, and all of us left behind in a different world.

REMEMBER

911, quilt by Mary Beth Frezon, 2001. Photo by Pearl Yee Wong of the Michigan State University Museum
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NaPoWriMo 2026 Day 30

We’ve reached the end! May your words continue to flow! Now get out there and get ready for May Day!

The Eve of May

amid all the ripples of news
the ever presence of it all
all day every day all night
the world stands on a knife
the flats along the river’s edge
this green yellow burstin out
past the dark winter river gray
elbowing past April to May
Shake your bells! Leap up! Beat your sticks
on the still drowsy earth waking
turning point of the year we sing!
calling forth the spring and our lives
So unlikely, so sharp this blade
allow the joy! Feel life moving!

A white downy feather on a background of macadam

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NaPoWriMo 2026, Day 29

NaPoWriMo asked for a memory with details. That’s sorta dangerous – you never know what might pop into view. After a few days struggling with remembering what day it is, I was strong in my belief this morning that it was indeed Wednesday. I was sick at the very beginning of COVID. I went to a lecture on a Tuesday feeling punk and spent a couple weeks being really sick. Went to get a doctor’s note to go back to work and everything got shut down the next day.

It’s true that shut down was an introvert’s dream and I had lots to amuse myself. Yes there was worry and trying to figure out how to get food etc but days with no retail crowds? Yes please. This was not true for one of my managers who had given everything up apparently for the chance to micromanage people. If we were unruly before, now we were unreachable. I finally had to suggest that she find something that gave her some pleasure and comfort. As I recall, she mentioned she had once played the flute.

During Lockdown

Wednesday, always a bit weepy
ever since we had to stay home
for weeks and months, years wasn’t it?
mom just hungering for a hug
My manager with no one to manage
found out we were fine without her
and while checking on me by phone
sobbed out her realizations
Often having done the make-work
I’d get in the car and go paint
folks walking along too worried
distant waves and nice to see you
The phone rang – where are you, she asked
I’m out painting. It’s my weekend

a forked stick, looking like the letter Y, lays on pavement.

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NaPoWriMo 2026, Day 28

Yesterday I did a bunch of mowing after getting home from Monday’s protest. I did the front lawn by the house and then I went past the barn and, with the blade all the way up, pushed back the edges of that field. It’s got a bunch of tussocks, and some thistles, and now that the grass is mostly squashed down, two rose or berry bush kinda things. I’ll keep pushing back on that as I can to keep it in grass.

Against the hill of year-round pine,
branches of wild cherry flowers
in the mid-morning suspension
these moments of early spring joy
turning as the road turns seeing
combinations the world mixes
for pleasure? to teach us to see?
to open up to this moment
when all things are waiting to be
as it knows we are, if we’d reach
out an eye to know where we are
where we are in this spring time bliss
learn lessons of brief white petals
see today’s hills flipping ahead.

Photo: Electric ride-on mower sits in a garage to charge.  The garage door is closed and light comes in through two windows that are curved at the top and have multiple panes. The mower is facing toward the door. The control screen indicates 82% charge and the battery indicators in the back are glowing green.

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NaPoWriMo 2026, Day 27

Almost to the end of NaPoWriMo! Today’s optional prompt was “write your own poem in which all the verses contain the same number of lines (whether couplets, triplets, quatrains, etc.) and in which you give the reader instructions of some kind.” LOL I didn’t do that exactly but I did string together three haiku (which I often do anyway) and a tanka because you know living better with math (3×3)+5=sonnet.

What of changing forms
are you missing haiku too?
join me this morning

I pursued sonnets
a whole month of fourteen lines
it was quite spacious

Petrarch hadn’t heard
of anything like haiku
so he did his thing

writing just sonnets
was a good break from haiku
with more wriggle room
now make paths to brevity
budding trees whisper to sky

Photo: landscape with late evening sun running across bright green grass. In mid-ground, a couple red barn-like buildings. Behind them there's a white rail fence and then bare spring woods and a blue cloudless sky.

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